Well it is 2011 already. I am not sure how this happened, but the years have just crept by. A lot has happened the past few years. Too much to dwell and reflect on now. The fact is, we are faced with another year to make a change in. Or not. I am just looking forward this year. After looking back, I am convinced that simply looking forward is best right now.
This year, I hope to get back into the blogging scene again. So you can look forward to that. I truly enjoyed my time doing it when I was doing it actively. I took time away as it was one more thing to do, one more thing to go through the motions with. Maybe I should have used it as an escape, but really I just needed one less thing to do. However, in the past couple of months I have realized that I have hit some healing milestones and no longer do I need to the pain. I survived the year and then some. Typically, once these milestones are hit, in my experience, it is more uphill from there. No more running from the reminders to avoid the tears and inner aches.
The past year has not been all bad, so please do not think that it was an awful year. Far from it. There was a lot of good, a lot of growing, a lot of healing, even a lot of accomplishments, a lot of wonderful this year – 2010 was a good year.
I am just ready to move on. I am not going to spend a lot of time looking back and wallowing in self-pity and what not. To me, that is not what a new year is about. There was no self-pity anyway.
So HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! Here is to an AWESOME 2011!!!
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